I am a horrible self-motivator. So pardon me while I try to talk myself into a better self-help mood. I really have SO MUCH TO DO. So I need to motivate myself.
I made my mood on MySpace: ninja. hehe
I need to go at this like a warrior. My family NEEDS ME! They need me to not be grumpy, but to be nice; and to help, not to yell! Yes I yell. Does that surprise you? I yell when I am in a good mood too, so it is not an anger thing so much. I'm just loud. LOL
They need me to guide them: not just tell them what to do, but show them by my example! (Oh that's hard.)
This is all hard. I think I am too lazy to be a good mommy. :(
I am not much of a ninja, either. :-p
But I am going to try to get things done today, and try not to mentally or emotionally drag my kids down into my doom and gloom mood. I must be on my pseudo-period. I have pseudo-periods because of my IUD... Instead of real ones... No flow, or very little; but with all the bloating, depression, mindless irritation, and all that pretty stuff. :-p